to tell you all that I am not perfect.
That I have made mistakes.
That I have put my foot in my mouth so many times that it is…laughable.
That I am not always a good mother.
That I am not always a good wife.
That I am not always a good daughter or sister.
That I am not always a good person.
Courage to face myself and all my imperfections and weaknesses.
Courage to be better and to work harder.
Courage to be honest.
I am me.
From now on I will write on this blog without fear.
I will turn 40 this year.
For some reason this means so much to me.
It means I MUST grow up and I MUST be myself.
At 40, I see no reason to not be me.
Hell, who I am trying to impress?
No one. Exactly.
So, here I go with this big bad blog and my big bad self (hahaha).
I have no idea what I will post every day. However, I have decided that it is better to post something that is apart of me instead of posting these empty (for me) posts that I have done for months now. I have a voice and I think it is good that I use it here. If I cannot use MY VOICE here then I see no reason to continue blogging.
So, I am going to be courageous. I am going to be honest.
This is MY blog. I so need it to be MINE again.
I do have a name.
A real name.
It is Tracy.
I hope you stick around to hear what I have to say. If not, I really wish you the best. :)
It doesn’t matter because when I started this blog it was for me. When I finish this blog (if I ever do) it will be for me.
I am sharing ME with YOU.
That is blogging in a nutshell.
We search for shapes in clouds all the time since we have an abundance of big fluffy clouds here. My seven year old daughter told me that she saw a farting pig in this cloud. I don’t see the pig but I definitely see the fart. :)