I have begun to feel life again.
Inside, I was locked away trying to sort out so many strong emotions. Emotions too strong for me to handle without some time passing.
Time has passed and I am ready to deal with feeling all that I had pushed deep into the dark.
It is time to open the curtains and let the sun in.
Today, I will smile from the heart as I plant seeds in a garden. The garden inside me and the one we have behind our building. :)
Our landlord has made a garden for all the residents that would like one. I had said no last year but this year I am happy to have a garden to tend. For me, it is better than therapy. I just hope we aren’t buried in tomatoes in a few months!