I have begun to feel life again.
Inside, I was locked away trying to sort out so many strong emotions. Emotions too strong for me to handle without some time passing.
Time has passed and I am ready to deal with feeling all that I had pushed deep into the dark.
It is time to open the curtains and let the sun in.
Today, I will smile from the heart as I plant seeds in a garden. The garden inside me and the one we have behind our building. :)
Our landlord has made a garden for all the residents that would like one. I had said no last year but this year I am happy to have a garden to tend. For me, it is better than therapy. I just hope we aren’t buried in tomatoes in a few months!
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IT sure does look like beautiful weather out there. I’m glad you are out and at it, and especially with a garden! I’m sure the kids are going to have fun helping you.
The kids were so cute in their rainboots ready to help me as we all walked out to the garden. They asked so many questions about what we were doing and the bugs running all over the ground. It was nice to explain that gardening is as simple as planting the seeds and watering until it grows. When it grows that is when the work begins!
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